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[14 Aug 2006|03:13am]
hi world, everything is wonderful.
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[03 Aug 2006|01:34am]
my goal is to watch the complete 1st season of Lost by tomorrow afternoon..
then the second season in time for the third..

i love it.
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[26 Jul 2006|03:02pm]
stuff like this makes me sick.
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[04 Jul 2006|01:09am]

olde town is great

but she's greater

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[16 Jun 2006|01:34am]
warped tour was fun&i wish i played airguitar.
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[14 Apr 2006|01:30pm]
with an inspirational speech, i'll address the nation
on balancing more than just a leaf in the palm of your hand

step up to the conduction - i cant wait to see you burn

don't wait, don't wait, don't wait
we're only here as long as eachother
or maybe, maybe, maybe we're only crafting creativity

with a line in the stars, i'll address the nation
on holding your own while you're downtown in bars
starting hold-ups with hand grenades
and sining sweet serenades, to all the wrong youthful type

step up to the conduction - you can't wait to see me burn

don't wait, don't wait, don't wait
we're only here as long as eachother
or maybe, maybe, maybe we're only crafting creativity

so like it or not, we're back to the start
i don't think we saw this coming
we're only as strong as the barriers concaving in from the sky
and thus the clouds

with an inspirational speech, i'll address myself for what it's worth
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[22 Feb 2006|06:12am]

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[14 Feb 2006|06:14am]

boys will be boys, living in estrogetn and auguben dreams
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[12 Feb 2006|05:18pm]
what the state of america is coming to...


and the people we let watch over us..
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[09 Feb 2006|01:00pm]
so .. my car is fucked up again

something about the ABS


i went to the club last night..

had a lot of fun - white boy can dance..

got kicked out though - no more jager bombs for me in the club..

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[08 Feb 2006|03:11pm]

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[07 Feb 2006|12:10am]
so - she sounds cute...

and she is a pretty one ...

so what's left?
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[24 Dec 2005|11:59pm]

i'd just like to wish everyone a merry christmas

and a happy new year. make sure you make it safe

and only make promises to yourself that you know you can keep

love, me.
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[27 Oct 2005|02:05am]
She met me for coffee and a cigarette at quarter 'til eight. Dressed to impress with her winter coat zipped to her throat with no room to breathe. Her hair had stayed the same, just as I remembered and when she spoke, she spoke rich - like she had diamonds on her lips. "Does it always get this cold in Charlotte" she asked. I replied with a smile and a stare that only she could understand. It was a start to the conversation - one that went on for hours, but still remained to strike a chord - like a choir to my ears. She mentioned a photograph from years ago that only I would know and I remembered. We talked about our lives and how they worked out for the best - for both of us. She was rich, a secretary or a fasion major, which ever worked the best for her that week. We walked up 4th street and looked at the lights and what stars could make their way through the fog that night - a metropolis of sorts, how ever dissapointing that may be. It was cold and with what little thought I had left in me, I took her hand and put it in mine. "What if we could live simple - in transit - we wouldn't miss opprotunities like this, we could be famous". It seemed as if I might have hit a nerve becuase for a second I swear she lost her ballance, but I guess I was mistaken because we just kept walking. By then my palms were sweating and somewhere in the midst of that cigarette and the city lights her hand slipped from mine like it had done so many times before. We walked for another five miles and I swear we must've passed the same headlights more than once - an orbital. I sat her down on a bench at Frazier Park and asked what she saw when she looked at the sky - she replied "Your Eyes", I smiled and then her hand found it's way back into mine. She said "From here on out we're in this together", I grinned of course. She had always been the intelectual one and I was always good with words so I tested the inevitable.. "What if we never asked for seperate checks again? We could be how we were at the begining. We'll watch the rain fall and witness clouds collide. We'll be everything everyone else always hopes for but will never get and in the end it will be you and me".

She smiled and laughed a laugh that only I could understand...

And we fell asleep under the stars..
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[25 Oct 2005|06:51am]

i've changed - i want something better in life

than just the latest trends and old friends. so

chances are if you're reading this and you haven't

talked to me in the past two months - do not consider

me to be your friend any longer. obviously we've grown

apart from what we were months ago but it's probably

for the best. you've got new friends, new cliques and

new romances so live it up while you can becuase soon

or a later even that will come to an end. thank you

for the memories - sing alongs and sleepovers, but

i'm through being what i was yesterday. thank you.
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[25 Oct 2005|05:38am]

i need someone to endorse this heart
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[06 Oct 2005|11:54am]

what if i were cloudy and days were clearer without me
would you be basic and use far less important words
what if i were the bottle, and the top was still capped
would you take me to the bottom of your stomach

thirty bucks on this night says that
you don't make it past the front door
without spilling your drink or catching a cold
i'm the gold baby and you know i've got the cure

and well, what if i were the mixtape with all the played out songs
oh would you still play me on your radio station
and what if i were the chorus where all the words were wrong
would you dismiss the case and promise to sin along

and you know i could make you laugh when you dream
i'd make you cry when you sleep
make you live when you drink

but i'm a tree - no - i won't grow
my roots will rust and i will fall
buy me anything that you need
i'll be the disease, but you won't let me drink

how about we act older tonight
let's talk about biger things
like mom's got a garden she's been growing for years
and dad's still shooting up holding back the tears
and your sister's in the clinic for having her fun
i must have made a mistake in the gene pool
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[01 Oct 2005|05:16am]

i'm certain about most things
like how your hair blows in the wind
or the way your eyes water when i'm around
just so you know, i'll be coming home
i notice the smallest of things
like the way you look in the winter
and how the road only goes to you
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[27 Sep 2005|03:44am]

incase anyone is wondering - i figured myself out..
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[26 Sep 2005|01:03am]

i saw the city lights tonight

and all i could think were those eyes
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